One year and one month. Approaching two months. Life keeps moving forward, quickly, and I just want to go back to the days we still had you. Everyday it feels like I’m reliving how we lost you.

Did I take the time I had with you for granted? I’m so sorry if I did. I wish I could take back every minute I spent arguing with you or making you angry. I wish I could re-do all those times. I want my baba back so badly. Sht2telak habibi. 

I started my new job this week. So although that’s challenging it’s still a good step.

I feel very isolated lately, because I’m really not in a festive mood when everyone else around me is. It’s a lonely time of year.

I hope you’re spending it with loved ones.

windxbreaker:

Can u believe there are guys that don’t eat girls out like damn you weak af

I really need to be more careful with my heart.

She deserves so much.